BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND!!! I really feel that I have
mental-blocked!!! Today I was totally at lost and i cannot concentrate and the most stupid thing i hate myself is that I got stressed up as I cant play what he wants.I know what he want but I cant play.I thought that I had taken care of my section well by doing sectionals and I checked every single bar,articulation but the end product is.....I wount blame them but to blame myself for not teaching well enough.Or maybe im being to nice to them?LOL. I feel that I failed to be his student leader and a musician.I'm not even inside one of the criteria that he expected.I'm sorry but i will still do my best shot.I definatelly will not let you down and give the best that i can. ok.shall stop here.I NEED TO HAVE A GOOD SLEEP SO THAT I WILL NOT HAVE MENTAL-BLOCK TMR!sayonaraaaa...
Labels: I'm sorry but I will improve.
February 2009
